What An Adventure.....

This summer has truly been an adventure. Not so much in going places physically but mostly going places spiritually. The Lord had me start a journey this summer that has taken me back to places in my life where I have made agreements that shape my life. These agreements have not always been good agreements and have caused me to live in fear instead of living in freedom like the Lord has wanted for me.

A few months ago I started meeting with a Christian counselor and she began to help me process through all that the Lord was revealing to me. I felt like I had some pretty major breakthrough in my life and I was on my way to living in freedom!! About a month passed and I realized that the process I began at the beginning of the summer was really just the beginning. I am still on an incredible adventure with the Lord and on my way out of this dark pit that the Lord has revealed to me. There are good days and there are very hard days....but through it all the Lord has been so faithful! He wants complete healing in all of us....it is just our choice if we will surrender to his will and walk through it or just keep living our lives the way we always have. Personally I am sick of living my life the way I always have!!!

Today I was reading in My Upmost For His Highest, and it was talking about pouring out our blessings on the Lord. What the Lord was speaking to me was that instead of me holding on to the blessings and gifts that he gives me, I am supposed to be pouring them back on him. I am so afraid of losing these blessings so I hold on too tight....just hoping they will always be there. These blessings become my filling each day.....and that is not God's intention! He desires to be our complete filling....not his gifts and blessings. It has definitely been something for me to think about!

Now on with the rest of this adventure.......